Crystal Clear, Razor Sharp

Life by the numbers

I feel inadequate in all things. I have studied and actually done well in my psych class, a goal I had, but I don’t feel closer to an answer to my “after college” question. I will pass Stats but not with the grade I want. I don’t have a close friend to talk to. I don’t have anyone to hold me. I am not totally happy with my appearance.

The numbers just don’t add up.

5 – The number of full semesters I have left before I graduate.

72- My current grade percentage in stats.

6- The number of months left until summer.

13- How many pounds over the weight-for-your-height recommendation I am.

4- The number of times I have talked to my family in the past three weeks.

0- The number of times I have called my family.

7 – The number of non-family people I have on speed dial.

2- The number of times I have called those people them in the past week.

6-The number of guys I have kissed.

1-The number of guys I have broken up with.

5-The number of guys that have broken up with me.